(5/21 )

here i am, sittin at my laptop like a winner watchin johnny bravo, when i could be out, like a normal person my age. this is another example of a bad job of dealin with my problems. this is not a big surprise. i should've been prepared for this all to happen when i took the trip (i thought i was but i was wrong). i don't know what i'm complainin about though, it's not like i did different before my brain injury. i was still a winner, spendin my time the same way, just able to walk. i think about where i'd be if i wasn't in this situation: more worried about gettin my work finished and able to drive around. i got set back a few yrs in college too, but my grandma called the courage center, a rehab place (courage.org), for me, so i can prepare myself to live independantly, i was put on a waitlist there, the waitlist is only about 2 yrs long. they said they'll get me online credits. johnny bravo is over now, so i'll start coding my site, later.